old topic: my father (it's just an official title that appears in law)

I guess I know the reason why I dislike him. More accurately, it's avoid.
I just figure out that it's because he's too judgmental. I can't stand the pressure he gives me. Therefore, I try not to be contacted by him. Well, it seems to be a good idea because I'm having my own life in a very nice way. Have I hated him? Yes, maybe, but not anymore because I no longer have any feeling about him. He has hurt me by his ignorance. Now it's my turn to torture him with my greatest ignorance and despise. I may be cold-blooded in some way, but he deserves it. If he could possibly stop judging me for a second, I will appreciate him a lot. In the reality, I can live happily without him. There's no reason why I should accept him back in my life. Wah? End the discussion because I've already made the decision. Thanks. No see you again.