E38B 我們的回憶

Ich liebe dich.

親愛的
我很愛你們
不管你們有沒有在照片上
你們都在我心上

我的畫作

What Have You Done?

Within Temptation feat Keith Caputo

Would you mind if I hurt you?
Understand that I need to
Wished we both had all the choices
That your heart may no longer know

What have you done now

I know I'd better stop trying
You know that there's no denying
I won't show mercy on you now

I know I should stop believing
I know that there's no retrieving
It's over now
What have you done

What have you done now

I, I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away
What have you done now
Why, Why does fate make us suffer
There's a curse between us
Between me and you

What have you done
What have you done now
What have you done
What have you done now

Would you mind if I killed you
Would you mind if I tried to
Cause you have turned into my worst enemy
You carry hate that I feel
It's over now
What have you done

What have you done now

I, I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away
What have you done now
Why, Why does fate make us suffer
There's a curse between us
Between me and you

What have you done
What have you done now
What have you done
What have you done now

I will not fall
Won't let it go
We will be free
When it ends

I, I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away
What have you done now
Why, Why does fate make us suffer
There's a curse between us
Between me and you

Joan Osborne - One Of Us

If God had a name, what would it be
And would you call it to his face
If you were faced with him in all his glory
What would you ask if you had just one question

And yeah yeah God is great yeah yeah God is good
yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

What if God was one of us
Just a slob like one of us
Just a stranger on the bus
Trying to make his way home

If God had a face what would it look like
And would you want to see
If seeing meant that you would have to believe
In things like heaven and in jesus and the saints and all the prophets

And yeah yeah god is great yeah yeah god is good
yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

What if God was one of us
Just a slob like one of us
Just a stranger on the bus
Trying to make his way home
He's trying to make his way home
Back up to heaven all alone
Nobody calling on the phone
Except for the pope maybe in rome

And yeah yeah God is great yeah yeah God is good
yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

What if god was one of us
Just a slob like one of us
Just a stranger on the bus
Trying to make his way home
Just trying to make his way home
Like a holy rolling stone
Back up to heaven all alone
Just trying to make his way home
Nobody calling on the phone
Except for the pope maybe in Rome


The crows sit on the willow tree
The lake is full below
But still the dullest thing I see
Is self that wanders slow.
- John Clare

Sigur Ros - Svefn-g-englar

Without music, life would be a mistake.

It's a healing process.

親愛的
我在療傷

最近，
讀希臘悲劇Oedipus the King時
看到劇以這句話做為結尾:

"We must call no one happy who is of mortal race, until he hath crossed life's border, free from pain."

"任何活著的人類，
都不可能快樂；
直到，
生命結束的那一刻，
才得以脫離苦海。"

要經歷過怎樣的歷練，才能體悟這句話的真諦?

很不幸地，
我已體認到了。

我想要跟你說，
我也沒有那種血統。
但是，我很想要有和他們一樣的人生。

我們其實都有遺憾
但更遺憾的是
因為我們缺少的就是血統
所以我們無能為力
也無法改變這個世界
或者別人

我是真心想要
但是我得不到

我很難過
很失落
因為
我只能對著逝去的夢想
感嘆無數個"來不及了"

I'm mortal.
I can never be happy until the day I pass away.
My life is a tragic recurring history.
Just because I'm mortal.

Ms. W. 的 E. R. 課不過是莊家的遊戲

我放棄了
反正不管怎麼努力也沒有用
不管怎麼擠壓自己
就是無法套進妳的模子裡
很遺憾
我不是妳想要的那種
我也不會變成那樣
I feel sorry for you.
不是我讀的書不夠多
是妳侷限在自己的專業
不是我的想法不夠好
是妳的眼裡只容的下自己的意見
不是我辯不過妳
是我懶的跟你講話

我盡力了
我做我能做的了
只有妳
還活在自己的象牙塔裡
認為你的英文才是英文
我的share the testimony就是屁?
你連這都看不懂
你有什麼資格評論我寫的答案
去X的Three sentences only!
你就只能訂一些低級的規則
才可以沒理由的貶低我們
提高自己的自尊

妳去玩妳自己的莊家遊戲
反正怎麼玩都是你贏

As soon as I leave this school, I can kick you out of my life.

而你，一輩子只能待在那個自以為是大學的小校園裡。
當個T大畢業的instructor。

I will treat you like sh*t.
I depreciate you forever.

人最可悲的，就是不知道自己哪裡做錯。
還自以為是認為自己堅持的就是真理。

Sorry. You are wrong.
Still, I feel sorry for you.
For you never know you are so wrong---
mentally and morally.