Sigur Rós - Ágætis Byrjun

I'm obsessed.
I want to stop my obsession desperately.
But...
what if I lose myself at the same time?

I'm delighted.
I'm confident.
I'm comforted.
I'm melancholy.
I'm obsessed.
I'm twisted.
I'm lost.

I want to be healed.
I want it so bad.

好久好久，沒有創作了

好久好久
沒有創作了
好久好久
沒有手寫東西了

都快忘了自己想做的事了

damn it
來的真不是時候!

但有一部分的我是雀躍地
至少
我找回了自己

If there is God...

Dear God,

If You are righteousness,
if You are justice,
if You are mercy,
if You are promise,
if You are way to truth,

then you should give it to me.

For you know how it ought me.
For you know I want it so deadly.
For you know me.

God, if You are still there,
If You can hear my words,

You should be fair to me.
This is my last wish.

Fate is fated

如果早點認清
早點投降
會不會好過一點?

如果可以跳過掙扎的階段
我有辦法接受結果嗎?

我不知道

我一直都知道
我跨不過這一步
我度不過這一關

我又是何苦呢?

憑什麼覺得命不該如此?
憑什麼自視甚高?

我該是屬於他們的一群嗎?

即使不想
不願
不該
結果到頭來又是如何?

我想你我都知道答案

那我又是在堅持什麼?

究竟是在尋求一絲絲的希望?
把握最後的機會?
還是讓自己死心呢?

The day will eventually come and I will know my fate.
If fate is fated, I won't be able to change it.
If fate is made to change, I shall deserve it.

The fate is fated...
The fate is made to change...

To be or not to be...

I feel myself falling apart.
I thought I treated you well.
I thought we had good friendship.
I thought everything went on like it ought to be.
I was wrong.

Maybe I shouldn't blame on you.
Maybe it was simply my fault.
Maybe it's my destiny.

I will keep smiling in front of you,
and weeping while alone.

"It was the best snow I've ever seen.
It was the best snowman I've ever made."
Sorry, it was the last time.
I dont' know why I felt so hurt.
And it hurts still.

Samskeyti

親愛的
我很想念你們
我忽然覺得有點孤單
有點不甘寂寞
有點失落
有點失去重心
有點想買醉

我在深夜裡
細數我們的回憶
想起那些我們說的大話
我們的青春
我們的洋溢
我們放肆地談論著夢想
天馬行空地彩繪著自己的未來
只求
我們擁有的每一刻
都會永久地保存在記憶的密封盒裡

有了你們
讓我不虛此生
你們
賦予了我存在的意義
因為你們
讓我相信人生是美好的
也因為你們
讓短暫的人生成了永恆

Because of you, mortality has its meaning and its purpose of existence.

Sigur Rós - Heima

"I sometimes have some kind of uncontrollable urge to want to go home."
「我有時會有一股無法克制、想回家的衝動。」

What is home?

Home is somewhere you feel home.
Home is somewhere you belong.
Home is where your weirdness is accepted.
Home is where you can find the true identity.
Home is where you find company.
Home is somewhere you love but you must leave.
Home is a place that always longs for you to come.
Home is a place that you can always go, when the whole world abandons you.
Home is a place that will someday make you feel regretful for not going back earlier.
Home is not just a home.
Home is always a home.